paranoidloser

Paranoid is controlling all of me After all the lies The pain That black hole Right in the middle of my gut Its all I know now Can I trust anybody now? Can I even trust myself? I let it happen... I opened up Let myself spill out But what can I do I cant put the blame in someone else’s hands I have to pick up the pieces Of my heart Glue them all back together Learn from my mistakes Cause eventually the pieces Will get so small You wont be able to put them back together After all this... Yes... Yes I still believe in Love.

Heaven I am now complete, The void, the black hole, Disappeared, When I saw your face, The look, in your eyes, carried me away, the closest to heaven, your voice, catches me, as I fall, your laughter, heals my wounds, your smile, wipes away my tears, your words spoken so sensually, so lovingly, your perfection, imprinted on my soul, your love, engraved into my heart forever and a day...

These words Fall right out of my head Onto the paper But sometimes, They get stuck, Wont come out, Sometimes, They get jumbled on the paper and don’t know where to go So we put them back inside our heads to try again Eventually they will make something of themselves big & remembered small and forgotten these words will make people think It can give them Life and love Or death and hate In the mind of a writer It does not matter We have changed someone life till the minute they die those words will stay in their head.